Tuesday, May 6, 2014


Gees - I am on day 13 and feeling it. This too shall fuckin pass!
I absolutely love my job.  It is SO great to be back.

I am a bit of a mess over this dude still. I'm so mad.
I think I finally verbalized the hardest part about it to a friend: I've never in my life had to push someone away. In fact, I've always tried to guess ways to keep guys around - which obviously never worked - and here I am with someone I had so much faith in and now I have to separate myself from him. I can't take it.

He had a few things at my place and I meant to take them to his work last weekend but forgot to grab it.  I dropped it off on Sunday. Packing that bag was incredibly painful...toothbrush included.

I'm gonna get to sleep. The next time I can wake up without an alarm will be exceptional.
I got to perform at Kitty Nights on Sunday and tried out my new dress & Lana Del Rey song. So far so good, I enjoyed it so now it's time to work on it more! I need a stripper zipper AND TO GET THE FREAKIN INK TAG TAKEN OFF. So ghetto. I know.

Ciao for now,


PS: Don't forget! My new CEO is also going to come if she's in town. AMAZING!!
Next week I'll be announcing the performances by <3

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